Yep, I'm blue.
Don't know what brought it on, but I woke up yesterday morning feeling sad. Nothing bad happened, no one did anything to me, not fighting with anyone...I'm just blue. I'm sad. I'm overwhelmed.
Could it be the raging hormones rushing throughout my body?
I should be happy. I am married to a wonderful man, I have a beautiful son and a baby on the way, so far life is going good. I don't know, maybe it's the little devil on my shoulder poking me telling me not to get too comfy with the idea of being happy, because USUALLY when I am, something terrible happens. Not to sound too dramatic, but that's how life has treated me so far.
I hope I'm wrong and it's just the hormones. I really want to BE happy and FEEL happy. I want to know that allowing myself to be happy doesn't mean that something bad will follow.
PLEASE let it be the hormones and HOPE that it doesn't last.
Monday, January 16, 2006
The Blues
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Hola PPH!! Life will continue to be good. I think you have proved to yourself that it will be. I chalk it to hormones. You know what misery mine have caused - and I think you are experiencing a taste of it. I was talking to weez today and she went through the same thing just a few days ago. Crying for no reason. Lost. Blue. Her life is very good. Just like yours. She doesn't remember going thru this last pregnancy - but Scott insists that she did. I truly feel that is what you are going thru. We know how awful hormones can be.
It will pass. I promise. As for your photog block - just remember what we spoke about yesterday, k?
Kisses PPH!
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