In the past it has been evident that my feelings don't matter. Well apparently, that's still the case. When will I learn??? When will I grasp the concept NOT to open my big mouth and tell people how they made me feel? I have been told that in order for someone to KNOW how they made me feel, I was to tell them they hurt me so they are aware. I guess that's not the case anymore. I only seem to be allowed to do so when I am having GOOD feelings towards someone. I know it's not healthy to bottle it all up inside, but sometimes you just don't have the choice. So, if you were to take a stroll through my head you would find it to be wall to wall bottles.
It's great too, I go and try to talk to someone about how I feel and it gets flipped around and somehow I become the asshole. I just love how basically EVERYONE ELSE does no wrong. They NEVER snap, raise their voice, yell or call me names. It's all me.
I LOVE BEING AN ASSHOLE!
Apparently, I am also the Devil who created this hell hole that surrounds everyone.
Terrific!
Nice to know you're loved isn't it?
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